Saturday, January 22, 2011
A Paradise Lost
A Paradise Lost 1/19/11
She ate the forbidden fruit,
Knowledge from thy sector.
She tore out her heart,
A gift for the predecessor.
“Don’t judge me,
I’ve given my heart to the tree.”
“Don’t punish me, I’ve given my soul to thee.”
His eyes grasp her, beauty ever so keen,
Staring at her reflection but truly not seeing.
A battle within is a secret with out.
She battles, win or lose, its all for the tree.
“Please don’t defeat me,
Let me bathe in your own secrecy
Teach me the knowledge of thy tree.”
“No matter how you try
Now matter what you give
No matter if you die
Defeated will not be
With thy soul, thy power, thy being of the tree.”
“A fallen leaf,
Endless grief.
For a soul lost
In yester moments brief.”
He turns away, glance back, a crumbled being.
“If thy tree could only see what thy beauty means to me.
Given thy soul, given thy heart, given thy life,
Why art thou not with me?”
Thy beauty glances back
No longer felt with thy tree.
“Thy beauty has gone away from me.
Why couldn’t I see thy one was meant for me?
Take thy soul, take thy power, take thy existence,
Only later, with thy light, with thy true love
Be intertwined with his beauty.”
She ate the forbidden fruit,
Knowledge from thy sector.
She tore out her heart,
A gift for the predecessor.
“Don’t judge me,
I’ve given my heart to the tree.”
“Don’t punish me, I’ve given my soul to thee.”
His eyes grasp her, beauty ever so keen,
Staring at her reflection but truly not seeing.
A battle within is a secret with out.
She battles, win or lose, its all for the tree.
“Please don’t defeat me,
Let me bathe in your own secrecy
Teach me the knowledge of thy tree.”
“No matter how you try
Now matter what you give
No matter if you die
Defeated will not be
With thy soul, thy power, thy being of the tree.”
“A fallen leaf,
Endless grief.
For a soul lost
In yester moments brief.”
He turns away, glance back, a crumbled being.
“If thy tree could only see what thy beauty means to me.
Given thy soul, given thy heart, given thy life,
Why art thou not with me?”
Thy beauty glances back
No longer felt with thy tree.
“Thy beauty has gone away from me.
Why couldn’t I see thy one was meant for me?
Take thy soul, take thy power, take thy existence,
Only later, with thy light, with thy true love
Be intertwined with his beauty.”
Sunday, January 16, 2011
first day back..
look this way, ive turned into the wall
look this way, ive turned into the sky
look this way, ive turned into the ground
dont look inside of me please
eyes like daggers, pierce my soul
emotions like poison, take me now
our story has been written, no longer intertwined
dont hold me over the fire, fallen already on deadly spikes.
no need of your aide, already have destroyed thyself
no need of your judgement, already have placed thyself
no need of your story, a new chapter has begun
but you will forever remember the one that short lived
throw the days into the fire, throw the nights into the water
end the journey inward, no longer a necessity, take a new
step in a different direction.
(Here is the photo of the piece of paper i wrote this poem on on the first day back from break. more to come pretty much. have endless words that need to be linked together jumping around in my brain, i think im weird.)
look this way, ive turned into the sky
look this way, ive turned into the ground
dont look inside of me please
eyes like daggers, pierce my soul
emotions like poison, take me now
our story has been written, no longer intertwined
dont hold me over the fire, fallen already on deadly spikes.
no need of your aide, already have destroyed thyself
no need of your judgement, already have placed thyself
no need of your story, a new chapter has begun
but you will forever remember the one that short lived
throw the days into the fire, throw the nights into the water
end the journey inward, no longer a necessity, take a new
step in a different direction.
(Here is the photo of the piece of paper i wrote this poem on on the first day back from break. more to come pretty much. have endless words that need to be linked together jumping around in my brain, i think im weird.)
Friday, December 31, 2010
tree scars
Caress me. Oh lover be me.
Enter. Enter. Love me. Love me.
Breathe thee in. Be one with the tree.
Be intertwined by her leaves. Let the bark leave scars on your skin.
Caress love, fear the shadow’s shadow above.
Back to me, look into my eyes.
You’re safe here. Well protected I will hold you dear.
The blood in your veins is pumped by my heart strings.
A puppet, a puppet, I am your show.
Applaud, disregard. I will be the bubble to the space of thee.
Look down, look down. The puddle by your feet
Is the waterfall of thy cheeks. Look up, look up.
The wind is my raged breath. Choked by whatever I hope to have left.
The light in your eyes. The hole through my chest.
The space where I carved out my heart for the one that I believe will fit it best.
In the distance the mountain runs pure.
My lips will be the cure, the dark runs forever more through your soul
But my lips are pure. My heart is beaten, but beating.
I am yours. Love me. Murder me.
Once I am gone, then you will see.
How truly in love I have always been,
And always will be.
Enter. Enter. Love me. Love me.
Breathe thee in. Be one with the tree.
Be intertwined by her leaves. Let the bark leave scars on your skin.
Caress love, fear the shadow’s shadow above.
Back to me, look into my eyes.
You’re safe here. Well protected I will hold you dear.
The blood in your veins is pumped by my heart strings.
A puppet, a puppet, I am your show.
Applaud, disregard. I will be the bubble to the space of thee.
Look down, look down. The puddle by your feet
Is the waterfall of thy cheeks. Look up, look up.
The wind is my raged breath. Choked by whatever I hope to have left.
The light in your eyes. The hole through my chest.
The space where I carved out my heart for the one that I believe will fit it best.
In the distance the mountain runs pure.
My lips will be the cure, the dark runs forever more through your soul
But my lips are pure. My heart is beaten, but beating.
I am yours. Love me. Murder me.
Once I am gone, then you will see.
How truly in love I have always been,
And always will be.
mourn
Was I ever good for you? Break the leaf off of the branch.
Maybe you should have been something I was better at.
Sitting at a park bench, bloodshot eyes
Staring at the wind. Feeling the words,
Speaking the touch. The felt is speech.
Where are you now? Thinking about something? Someone?
Alone no doubt, the one forever mourned the loss.
I mourn for you. Up and down your chest goes.
Hollow and cold, forever the ice grows.
I mourn for you. Dark and cold I grow.
I mourn for me, love lost forever’s soul.
Like, day, you, me.
Love you forever will
Shall
Never
Be.
Maybe you should have been something I was better at.
Sitting at a park bench, bloodshot eyes
Staring at the wind. Feeling the words,
Speaking the touch. The felt is speech.
Where are you now? Thinking about something? Someone?
Alone no doubt, the one forever mourned the loss.
I mourn for you. Up and down your chest goes.
Hollow and cold, forever the ice grows.
I mourn for you. Dark and cold I grow.
I mourn for me, love lost forever’s soul.
Like, day, you, me.
Love you forever will
Shall
Never
Be.
lost foe
I lost a foe. An endless rate to beat.
I lost a friend. How false that leaf was to be.
A broken bone suffers no pain compared to that of thee.
A swirl of love and hate composed to be.
We never met. I made you up to who you were to be.
I lost the only one with the reality of thee.
Under you I discovered the truth.
Under you in my mind, I want reality to stop where it means to be.
Start a new. Under different rules. Under you is where I want to be.
Hold me tight. Smash way it all with ruthless stones.
Hold me tight old lover, Lost friend.
Why couldn’t you be, thee?
Hold me tight, stab at my skin.
Beat me, kill me, forever you will win.
Stab me, stab me, cold within.
Oh heartless soul let me in.
Damn you I deserve to be in.
Damn you I never win.
Beat me, stab me, bruise me, kill me.
Let me into your hollow cave.
Forever I will hold bare,
The beating pulsing through my body.
I told you that wretched beating thing will always be yours.
Oh stab at it, kill it, no more pain can it feel.
Holes, scars, death, oh diseased the filth it is to be. Is to be.
Is to be. Oh wretched soul caress thee.
Love me. Love me. Love me. I beg of you.
Treat me. Treat me. Hold me. Tease me.
Beat me. Stab me. Kill me. Treat me.
Love thee, love thee, love me, I love thee.
King, king, spare my soul. My heart is yours.
My body is limp, no longer pure. Please accept
Whatever is left. Mourn the lost of a lover kept.
I lost a friend. How false that leaf was to be.
A broken bone suffers no pain compared to that of thee.
A swirl of love and hate composed to be.
We never met. I made you up to who you were to be.
I lost the only one with the reality of thee.
Under you I discovered the truth.
Under you in my mind, I want reality to stop where it means to be.
Start a new. Under different rules. Under you is where I want to be.
Hold me tight. Smash way it all with ruthless stones.
Hold me tight old lover, Lost friend.
Why couldn’t you be, thee?
Hold me tight, stab at my skin.
Beat me, kill me, forever you will win.
Stab me, stab me, cold within.
Oh heartless soul let me in.
Damn you I deserve to be in.
Damn you I never win.
Beat me, stab me, bruise me, kill me.
Let me into your hollow cave.
Forever I will hold bare,
The beating pulsing through my body.
I told you that wretched beating thing will always be yours.
Oh stab at it, kill it, no more pain can it feel.
Holes, scars, death, oh diseased the filth it is to be. Is to be.
Is to be. Oh wretched soul caress thee.
Love me. Love me. Love me. I beg of you.
Treat me. Treat me. Hold me. Tease me.
Beat me. Stab me. Kill me. Treat me.
Love thee, love thee, love me, I love thee.
King, king, spare my soul. My heart is yours.
My body is limp, no longer pure. Please accept
Whatever is left. Mourn the lost of a lover kept.
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