completely awesome. after i took a shower my grandpa came over and gave me a brand new guitar, i dont know how to play but now i have no excuse not to learn! hahaah
but that was just the beginning. i went to andrews house today (=
i thought it was going to be really weird when our moms met but it went by really fast,i was suprised.
a little after i just got there we went out to eat, that was funn. then we went back to his house and just hung out. today brought many surprises tho. first of all, i shot an air soft gunn for the first time and i snorted too. hahaah it was funny.
cant tell you much though,im keeping it a secret....
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
fairy tale ending
i'm someone who wants to fall in love like they did in the old days. i want someone who comes over to my house to see me and if im not there hang out with my family till i get home. i want someone who drops in out of the blue just bcuz they miss me. its just my own personal fairy tale that i keep holding on to and wishing it could come true. i'm a sucker for true love and soul mates, i just dont like the wait.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
in truth
i dont really have to blogg about my feelings for him because hhe know's how i feel without me saying a single word. it's like im an open book to him.
edible?
hmm...the last couple of days i've been finding myself eating less. it started ever since i talked to one of the smallest girls at pe about self image. honeslty i have self image problems and a lot of insecurities. she kept saying how she wanted to lose weight and all the stuff she's done and i was pretty much like blah blah blah. her talking and the way she looked made me feel so ugly inside and out. honestly i am a better person than her but just being around her makes me feel like a huge elephant while she's the small mouse. it sucked, however, slowly but surely i'm starting to love myself. i'm more comfortable about myself than i've ever been. i still get nervous and i'm such a tease but i'm starting ot fix my faults....
my weekend was crazy.
Friday: i went home with my boyfriend and hung out at his house for a couple of hours then my friend danae took me to kims house where i was suppose to be the whole time sadly. well kims house is so much funn but i just really wanted to see andrew. we had a lot of fun and watched the comebacks. ironic part of that is when that movie came out i went to go see it with richard, hahaha. but overall friday was a great day.
Saturday: on the other hand saturday was friggin ridiculous. i went to richards grandpas surprise party which turned out no tot be much of a surprise. i talked to richard and just hung out. surprisingly we're still good friends after everything that happend and i wasn't expecting that. the big drama that night was when his aunts thought we were doing something in the room when he was just cracking my back. they came into the house all yelling at me, then richards cousin who was my age started yelling at her back defending me. i really didnt need it because that whole thing was majpor bs but whatev, i didnt do shit. my brother and jerry were in the room, we werent the only ones in there so wtf?! stupid asses. i just got madd again by just thinking about it. anywho, i was texting andrew that whole day so he made me laugh and smile when i wanted to do something really badd out of anger so yeahh. i miss him. he makes me laugh(=
Sunday: hopefully today is relaxing, i dont really want to deal with muchh.
babe text me backkkk(=
Saturday: on the other hand saturday was friggin ridiculous. i went to richards grandpas surprise party which turned out no tot be much of a surprise. i talked to richard and just hung out. surprisingly we're still good friends after everything that happend and i wasn't expecting that. the big drama that night was when his aunts thought we were doing something in the room when he was just cracking my back. they came into the house all yelling at me, then richards cousin who was my age started yelling at her back defending me. i really didnt need it because that whole thing was majpor bs but whatev, i didnt do shit. my brother and jerry were in the room, we werent the only ones in there so wtf?! stupid asses. i just got madd again by just thinking about it. anywho, i was texting andrew that whole day so he made me laugh and smile when i wanted to do something really badd out of anger so yeahh. i miss him. he makes me laugh(=
Sunday: hopefully today is relaxing, i dont really want to deal with muchh.
babe text me backkkk(=
Saturday, July 18, 2009
she knows.
i just told my mom about my boyfriend andrew. i started out my saying that i wanted her to meet someone. then i said that he was white, mexican and asain. it surely rang a bell from what she was talking about earlier this week. she said that he sounded cute and he really is. i then told her that he asked me out monday and that his mom wants to meet me. i even told her that i compared andrew to my last relationship with faggot boy, and andrew won by a landslide. she said she'll see about meeting him but she's not going to do anything today. i'm so happy that my mom knows and it was so much easier than i expected. i even told her about his freckles hahahah. i cant wait to see what we have in store now that everything is out in the open and i dont really have any limitations.
Friday, July 17, 2009
sing for me....
your so silly (=
right now im full of a lot of angst. angst because i want to tell my mom and angst because im a fifteen year old girl with no life. well i have a life and i love it but i dont do much. i've never drank or done drugs or anything like that and i feel like for some odd reason im missing out. i dont really go to parties or leave my house all the time. i usually just stay at home and thats not funn. my mom needs to let me do things and not stay couped up all the time because i'm starting to think that my cup is over flowing.
right now im full of a lot of angst. angst because i want to tell my mom and angst because im a fifteen year old girl with no life. well i have a life and i love it but i dont do much. i've never drank or done drugs or anything like that and i feel like for some odd reason im missing out. i dont really go to parties or leave my house all the time. i usually just stay at home and thats not funn. my mom needs to let me do things and not stay couped up all the time because i'm starting to think that my cup is over flowing.
he's got something special...
"He's lightning
Sparks are flyin'
Everywhere I go
He's always on my mind and
I'm going crazy
About him lately
And I can't help myself
From how my heart is racin'
Think I'm really diggin' on his vibe
He really blows me away
He's got something special
He's got something special"
-hannah montana
he could be the one.
i really think he can be the one. i've gone through so much this past month that i just didnt really mind anything anymore. when they were just joking about us going out i was ok with it but deep down i really wanted to and now i have my prince charming. i think i'm falling for him. i love his smile and his hair and his freckles. he makes me laugh and just the way he touches me, i just cant stop blushing. the last relationship i had would of never been this perfect and this one's just starting. i cant wait to see what we have in store. i havn't told my mom about us going out yet. i need to because the only way this can really work out is if she knows. she needs to know because i dont want anything to ruin my relationship. not this time.
Sparks are flyin'
Everywhere I go
He's always on my mind and
I'm going crazy
About him lately
And I can't help myself
From how my heart is racin'
Think I'm really diggin' on his vibe
He really blows me away
He's got something special
He's got something special"
-hannah montana
he could be the one.
i really think he can be the one. i've gone through so much this past month that i just didnt really mind anything anymore. when they were just joking about us going out i was ok with it but deep down i really wanted to and now i have my prince charming. i think i'm falling for him. i love his smile and his hair and his freckles. he makes me laugh and just the way he touches me, i just cant stop blushing. the last relationship i had would of never been this perfect and this one's just starting. i cant wait to see what we have in store. i havn't told my mom about us going out yet. i need to because the only way this can really work out is if she knows. she needs to know because i dont want anything to ruin my relationship. not this time.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
well this week brought many surprises and its just starting
on monday i twittered.." i hope today brings surprises" and it really did.
turns out, the boy i like likes me....so my friend and her friend in the most funniest way possible hooked us up. at first we were just joking then i texted him and asked him if he was being serious....and turns out he was....so now i have a boyfriend and im actually really happy.. i've been a little hurt for awhile and i think he's the glue to my broken heart.more laterrr, i have to go swimming!
turns out, the boy i like likes me....so my friend and her friend in the most funniest way possible hooked us up. at first we were just joking then i texted him and asked him if he was being serious....and turns out he was....so now i have a boyfriend and im actually really happy.. i've been a little hurt for awhile and i think he's the glue to my broken heart.more laterrr, i have to go swimming!
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