hmmm...Thursday

Well i just got home from eating breakfast with my grandpa. what a day it has been so far. my mom took me to practice and she like practically kicked me out of the car bcuz she wanted to go back home and go to bed. that made me mad, but oh well, i was glad for her to leave bcuz i didnt have to be in her company. my grandpa picked me up from practice again today. im kind of glad too bcuz i didnt want to come home. today was kind of sad though because my grandpa teared up when we were talking about the lives of my mom's bf's daughters. hopefully they have goals because if not, they're not going to go anywhere in life. i hope that they get past these messed up times and make something of themselves.

All She Does Is Yell

How am i suppose to know what to do when all she does is yell? My mom cant seem to shut up. She keeps talking all this crap about me saying i dont know how to pack when she needs to explain it to me. How am i suppose to know what to do? I never had to pack before. I know i sound really dumb but I just cant handle all this stress. She just makes me seem stupid and this makes me not wnat to do anything right at all. I just want to say forget about it and leave me here. I certainly dont want to be is this family anyway. I hate it. Im practically being disowned because i told my mom's bf that i dont like him. Everything is just going downhill for me in this family. I feel like I dont belong and honestly I really feel like I dont. No one wants me here anyway. Im better of just living with my grandpa bcuz i cant handle the neglect and the disrespect I get in this house. It's unbearable and it makes me just want to be worse.

Thoughtful

"hmmmm.... let your mind run free"
Well it is kinda hard when im actually looking for something to write about.
Hmmm.... Got it!!
Today i was suppose to go to the beach with a whole bunch of my friends but my mom said no because there would be teenagers driving. I love my mom and everything but OMG! I need to breathe. I need my space. It's spring break and i haven't done anything all week! All i have left to do is homework and that is so not fun! Why cant she just let me go exploring? I promise to be home before she goes to bed. Hmph!

Topics??

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Day One

Well this is my first day blogging and i have to say I'm really excited.I started this blog because I want people to know the real story about those kids who you see walking around causing trouble. For behind that facade is a whole different person. Some people don't take teens seriously and I just want to know, Why not? Remember when you were a teen and no one listened to you? Do you remember how you felt? Well, how do you think we feel? Hmm.. tough questions don't you think? Well, I'm going to stop nailing you because I really want you to continue reading because I have a lot to say that you might find of interest.
Till next time,
Sean Antonia