tree scars

Caress me. Oh lover be me.
Enter. Enter. Love me. Love me.
Breathe thee in. Be one with the tree.
Be intertwined by her leaves. Let the bark leave scars on your skin.
Caress love, fear the shadow’s shadow above.
Back to me, look into my eyes.
You’re safe here. Well protected I will hold you dear.
The blood in your veins is pumped by my heart strings.
A puppet, a puppet, I am your show.
Applaud, disregard. I will be the bubble to the space of thee.
Look down, look down. The puddle by your feet
Is the waterfall of thy cheeks. Look up, look up.
The wind is my raged breath. Choked by whatever I hope to have left.
The light in your eyes. The hole through my chest.
The space where I carved out my heart for the one that I believe will fit it best.
In the distance the mountain runs pure.
My lips will be the cure, the dark runs forever more through your soul
But my lips are pure. My heart is beaten, but beating.
I am yours. Love me. Murder me.
Once I am gone, then you will see.
How truly in love I have always been,
And always will be.

mourn

Was I ever good for you? Break the leaf off of the branch.
Maybe you should have been something I was better at.
Sitting at a park bench, bloodshot eyes
Staring at the wind. Feeling the words,
Speaking the touch. The felt is speech.
Where are you now? Thinking about something? Someone?
Alone no doubt, the one forever mourned the loss.
I mourn for you. Up and down your chest goes.
Hollow and cold, forever the ice grows.
I mourn for you. Dark and cold I grow.
I mourn for me, love lost forever’s soul.
Like, day, you, me.
Love you forever will
Shall
Never
Be.

lost foe

I lost a foe. An endless rate to beat.
I lost a friend. How false that leaf was to be.
A broken bone suffers no pain compared to that of thee.
A swirl of love and hate composed to be.
We never met. I made you up to who you were to be.
I lost the only one with the reality of thee.
Under you I discovered the truth.
Under you in my mind, I want reality to stop where it means to be.
Start a new. Under different rules. Under you is where I want to be.
Hold me tight. Smash way it all with ruthless stones.
Hold me tight old lover, Lost friend.
Why couldn’t you be, thee?
Hold me tight, stab at my skin.
Beat me, kill me, forever you will win.
Stab me, stab me, cold within.
Oh heartless soul let me in.
Damn you I deserve to be in.
Damn you I never win.
Beat me, stab me, bruise me, kill me.
Let me into your hollow cave.
Forever I will hold bare,
The beating pulsing through my body.
I told you that wretched beating thing will always be yours.
Oh stab at it, kill it, no more pain can it feel.
Holes, scars, death, oh diseased the filth it is to be. Is to be.
Is to be. Oh wretched soul caress thee.
Love me. Love me. Love me. I beg of you.
Treat me. Treat me. Hold me. Tease me.
Beat me. Stab me. Kill me. Treat me.
Love thee, love thee, love me, I love thee.
King, king, spare my soul. My heart is yours.
My body is limp, no longer pure. Please accept
Whatever is left. Mourn the lost of a lover kept.