she knows.

i just told my mom about my boyfriend andrew. i started out my saying that i wanted her to meet someone. then i said that he was white, mexican and asain. it surely rang a bell from what she was talking about earlier this week. she said that he sounded cute and he really is. i then told her that he asked me out monday and that his mom wants to meet me. i even told her that i compared andrew to my last relationship with faggot boy, and andrew won by a landslide. she said she'll see about meeting him but she's not going to do anything today. i'm so happy that my mom knows and it was so much easier than i expected. i even told her about his freckles hahahah. i cant wait to see what we have in store now that everything is out in the open and i dont really have any limitations.

sing for me....

your so silly (=

right now im full of a lot of angst. angst because i want to tell my mom and angst because im a fifteen year old girl with no life. well i have a life and i love it but i dont do much. i've never drank or done drugs or anything like that and i feel like for some odd reason im missing out. i dont really go to parties or leave my house all the time. i usually just stay at home and thats not funn. my mom needs to let me do things and not stay couped up all the time because i'm starting to think that my cup is over flowing.

he's got something special...

"He's lightning
Sparks are flyin'
Everywhere I go
He's always on my mind and
I'm going crazy
About him lately
And I can't help myself
From how my heart is racin'
Think I'm really diggin' on his vibe
He really blows me away

He's got something special
He's got something special"
-hannah montana
he could be the one.



i really think he can be the one. i've gone through so much this past month that i just didnt really mind anything anymore. when they were just joking about us going out i was ok with it but deep down i really wanted to and now i have my prince charming. i think i'm falling for him. i love his smile and his hair and his freckles. he makes me laugh and just the way he touches me, i just cant stop blushing. the last relationship i had would of never been this perfect and this one's just starting. i cant wait to see what we have in store. i havn't told my mom about us going out yet. i need to because the only way this can really work out is if she knows. she needs to know because i dont want anything to ruin my relationship. not this time.

well this week brought many surprises and its just starting

on monday i twittered.." i hope today brings surprises" and it really did.
turns out, the boy i like likes me....so my friend and her friend in the most funniest way possible hooked us up. at first we were just joking then i texted him and asked him if he was being serious....and turns out he was....so now i have a boyfriend and im actually really happy.. i've been a little hurt for awhile and i think he's the glue to my broken heart.more laterrr, i have to go swimming!