balls outttt

I don’t see how it is so hard for someone to just go out there and do it. Doesn’t matter what it is but just having the balls to get out there and just do anything is honestly what I want. I can only fake it so far. Why can’t I just do it? What is up with me? Why do I let people get to me? I let their views contaminate my mind whether I know what they’re thinking or not. I should just go. Now I’m going to make that change and just get out there. Tomorrow I’m going to make that step. No more backing down for the dreadful case. I’m me. Either you like it or ignore it, I’m going to stay me. It’s time to experiment and thrive.