hmm yeahh

dont get madd or hurrtt but this is how i felt reading your words again...

it makes perfect sense....sadly it does... im breaking down and writing everything i feel right now, EVERYTHING...
hahah you are addicted, very addicted. oh yeah being awake that early you tend to think a lot. haah trust...killer. i dont like trust when it stands in my way. not to flirt with others and give into temptations....that one hurt... is she scared? maybe...idk she shouldn't worry now i guess, i dont want to be in the way of your love for her. you love her...im not going to stand in your way..not anymore at least... im kinda giving up... if you want me im here but it seems like you want her more... i just dont want you to get hurt again.... haha just call me a big eraser...and right now i'll erase my temptation...you dont have to worry anymore (= she's yours and your hers....for now at least.... im not going to go crazy and talk to you 24/7 so you really dont have to worry... i dont think ours will work right now... nope, dont think so...sorry if im sounding harshhh...honestly im hurt. but dont worry i'll be fine. as long as your happy im happy.... but i may seem safe noww but not really...im not safe and im not just saying this for 'danger'...im over that... you just dont know....no thats not it...just dont make assumptions please... it gets far deeper that your eyes can see... you went down the path that i was afraid you would, but its inevitable...i knew you woulddd...good luck, have funnn.... talk to you laterr....if you want me im here but for now im backing off...dnt think i lost any feelings for you, i didnt but im done.... have fun love