it went by all very fast

well, it all happened so very fast. her and him. she has her love and she's happy. i'm happy for her, i really truly am. have fun love. now for him....im not so happy. he hurt me so many times but i still let him in...and for what? to hurt me more than ever before. i practically gave him the key into my heart...to feel free and hurt me without any guards. he told me he loved me....and for some odd ball reason i believed him....through everything he did to me i believed him. i thought he changed and he truly cared for me. but it was all a lie. he was a lie. everything ever said was a lie. i just realized it now. i destroyed the persona i built of you to see the truth behind it. your nothing to me. never have, never were. and i was nothing to you. hahaah and now im friends with your girlfriend...scared? figured...you were nothing more than a coward... g2g