today's journal entry continued

"what is the difference between being used and working together?"

the reason that there is reason...

how crazy is this?

ms.paine,"hey sean,these are some interesting choice of words."

todays vocab words were:
aloof(adj.)-reserved, distance
altercation(n.)-dispute, fight
ambiguous(adj.)-uncertain, variably interpretable
ambivalent(adj.)-having opposing feelings
ameliorate(v.)-to improve

are irony and coinscedence the same thing?
how these words tie into everything i'm feeling, how they tie into everything that has happened is truly remarkable. what ms. paine said made me feel like she knows everything about me. those specific words she used hit the target right in the middle. i know that she will be large unfluence in my life, im in her class for a reason.

my sentace was:" i dislike altercations because i dont believe in confrontations"

ms. paine:"cant confrontations lead to altercations?"

yes, ms. paine, they do.

today i was repeatedly asked if i was ok bcuz i was so aloof in my thoughts. one reason why todays words hit me. not as in pain but made me know that what i believe in isnt just gibberish but meaning.

i was faced and witnessed many altercations this weekend. my sister and i and my mother and michael. there is not such thing as coinscedences, everything has a reason.

i was ambigious on how i was going to react to the things that i had gone through over the weekend. your reaction defines who you are as a person.

my sister and i had ambivalent feelings throughout the whole fight. even know i dont know.

there are beyond many ways for people to ameliorate their behavior. to change the way they handle things to make the best out of any situation.

today held reason, purpose and meaning.