sitting here in my cave/sanctuary/haven/room.
no one told me that there was pizza
so now im eating the second to last slice
with a breadstick...i love breadsticks!
any who, how was your week?
mine was okay, read my low lights and highlights...
it's nine eleven, now a moment of silence...
okay i'm back..
awhhh text messaging has it's goods and bads.
anyway, my week was full or irritation and happiness.
my birthday was tuesday :)
i didn't get much but then again, i didn't want anything.
i have everything i want with no need of any form of extra
attention or neediness.
"i am just a speck of dust inside a giants eye"
well thursday i got told that i was very pretty and that i need to smile more.
this was said to me by a utility worker at school.. random flirtatiousness or a message?
you decide..
today i forgot that i left my key in my mom's purse so i was stuck outside my grandpa's house for a good twenty minutes. doesn't matter though, i liked the breeze :)
okay, so i have been having interesting and intellectual conversations with noor and today was obviously the most intricate.
we started talking about boys, then religion, beliefs, ethnicities, dreams, and i even gave her some useful advice. haha she said that i should be a therapist.
goshh how many times i've heard that.
i might even consider it haha. i've always known to help other's with there problems but i never know how to deal with my own..
so today i was really disgusted with multiple things. the two that stick out the most is one, my sister's mentality and selfishness, and two, i'm starting to get really grossed out with germs and dirt.
okay for one, my sister has a wicked mentality to where she believes that everyone owes her something and that nothing is her fault. first of all, no ones owes her anything and second of all, she needs to learn how to take responsibility for her actions. she gets disgusting jealous of me bcz i have an ipod touch and a laptop while she doesnt. first of all, i work for my stuff. i get good grades and i help out around the house sometimes...her, on the other hand, not so much. and yet she continues to ask herself why she doesn't get the privileges that i have. she needs a news flash, a desperate need of a reality check.
okay and now for two...haha
today for some reason i got dirty fast. maybe it was bcz i was hopping fences and sitting on my grandpa's deck but still, i was really grossed out. right when i got home i took a long shower and scrubbed myself completely. i dont think i've scrubbed as hard in awhile. i didn't stop until i felt sufficiently clean. i scrubbed the bottom of my feet and legs where i feel i get the dirtiest. earlier i even washed my feet after my shower bcz they felt disgustingly dirty. usually i'm always barefoot and running around but today i was highly disturbed. my feet feel disgustingly dirty right now. i think i'm going to go wash them when i get up but still, i'm never usually this grossed out by stuff. it surprised me.
awhh this weekend is going to be busy and all i want to do is sleep.
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